Hmph

thnks.

What I mean by “i can never be fair to you” is that, no matter how much i like you it won’t matter because i’m always going to be thinking about someone else most of the time. i wouldn’t want to go out with someone who likes me, but also likes another person and spends 95% of the time thinking about them. that’s what i mean. it wouldn’t be right and i’m not the kind of person to do that. i’m sorry that you feel as if you wasted four months on me, but i could never say that about a person i genuinely liked. if they made me happy, then it was all worth it in my eyes. i know i made you some what happy over these past couple of months. you can hate me, you can hold a grudge against me, but i think i’m doing the right thing by not getting myself into something that i’m not 100% sure about. i’m sorry. you deserve someone stable anyways. i’m too wishy washy. i’m too afraid. that probably doesn’t help, but just saying.

i would never want to lose you, but it might be selfish of me to say that.